if there is anything... ANYTHING in common amongst us 3 brothers, it is playing computer games.... there is hardly anything else that can spark a decent conversation amongst us nowadays...
even so, the conversation will be riddled with sarcarsm and distasteful humour...
k. To all those that read my blog out there...
my personal stand on my sexuality is that I am currently in a very difficult situation. To choose between what I feel is right, and what is supposed to be right.
I am one hell of a confused individual. so if you peepz can jus stop judging me and accept me for who I am, I would be a much happier person.
why? you may ask...
i was questioned on MSN recently (not too long ago) on why I chose a different path, straying from the norm of life.
"its disgusting"
"thats wrong!"
"what the hell, faggots"
"all them faries"
"girly boys"
on my stand, AJs, or more preferably Gays who have made their stand on their sexuality, are actually far from what most people thing they are.
of coz, there are a wide variety of characteristics we display. very similar to the straight community as well.
1) I know of MANY AJs who can bash through the skull of a straight guy without batting an eyelid, and yet maintain feminine poise
2) I know of MANY AJs who are being taunted and shun in school, because they blogged that they had a secret crush on a guy in class
3) I know of MANY AJs who look, act and seem straighter then many straight guys that I know
4) I know of MANY AJs who have became high-flyers, succesful in their businesses and social life
5) I know of MANY AJs who are in a confused state... wondering why on earth God would censor a mutual love between 2 guys...
..... for the last one, I can vouch with physical proof, that the christians in Singapore are still not able to accept one of their brethen being gay...
its a painful fact... not for the churches, as sometimes, i feel that they do not half-understand anything going on in the minds of an AJ....
its a painful fact for the guys who loved another guy so deeply and strongly... yet.... because of some people who persercute and attack them... they let go of this... love that they held so strong..
sigh... enough of my rantings...
if you can see well enough, I am a pro GLBT activist, and I strongly believe that society will come to realize one day that we are not just surface people....
one thing. If you think you're going to convince me that being gay is wrong. you'll have to do a couple of things
1) You have to be a professional psychologist
2) You have to be prepared to be blasted with scientific fact, information and social politics
3) You have to be prepared to enter a religious debate if you are going to bring God into question
4) You have to be polite or I'll simply walk away and ignore you for the rest of your freaking short-sighted life
5) You have to know me quite well
I have done enough preparation to counter almost any argument people could throw against me... but to debate and argue is not what I want..
there is a hollow truth in all these.........
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